indie selective Miles Upshur
OUTLAST
- “I know it hurts but you have to hold on a little longer, okay?”
- “No, you can’t sleep yet!”
- “Can you hear me?”
- ”Don’t get up yet, you’re still bleeding.”
- “Do you know who I am?”
- “I need you to open your eyes for me. Can you do that?”
- “Come on, damn it, open your eyes!”
- “How exactly did you manage to give yourself a black eye?”
- “Where does it hurt?”
- “That was a pretty bad fall, are you sure you’re okay?”
- “Is that blood? Oh my god, you’re bleeding!”
- “Don’t you dare stop breathing on me now!”
- “I called an ambulance, okay? Just stay calm.”
- “It’s gonna be okay, there’s help coming soon.”
- “Don’t move, the ambulance is on its way.”
- “I know it hurts to breathe but you have to stay with me, okay?”
- “You can’t feel your legs? Just try to wiggle your toes a little.”
- “Stay with me! Don’t you dare leave me now!”
- “You don’t remember what happened? You were hit by a car, remember?.”
- “Just stay awake a little longer, okay?”
SENTENCE MEME ⟶ UNCHARTED / AMONG THIEVES
always feel free to tweak the sentence to fit your muse.
- “That’s my blood. That’s a lot of my blood.”
- “What the hell are you doing here?”
- “Should I be flattered, or worried?”
- “Someone is willing to part with a huge sum of cash if we ‘acquire’ a certain object for him.”
- “You know you’re better than anyone.”
- “Speak of the devil.”
- “Sounds like you’re working for a nutcase.”
- “How’s your 13th-century Latin?”
- “We’re dicking this guy over, right?”
- “What could possibly go wrong?”
- “You haven’t exactly made yourself easy to find.”
- “Let’s not forget who walked out on whom. You don’t get to be jealous.”
- “I’d feel a lot better if I had a gun.”
- “I don’t fumble –– I improvise.”
- “I’m, uh, adaptable.”
- “I’ll just let you do all the ass-kicking, alright?”
- “It’s time to tip the odds back in our favor.”
- “Your conscience will remain unscathed.”
- “I know how to shoot a gun, genius.”
- “I really can’t leave you alone for a minute.”
- “Kick her out and shut the door. We’re safer in here.”
- “You’re not exactly the best judge of character.”
- “Excuse me if I’m not just, you know, leaping into your arms.”
- “You only need five minutes? That’s great, I won’t even have to take my top off.”
- “I’m sweating like a hooker in church.”
- “You got a great ass.”
- “You would betray me for this?”
- “I am surrounded by traitors and fools.”
- “What do you say we really ruin this guy’s day?”
- “Let’s follow the bloodstains, see if they lead somewhere.”
- “Maybe I’m crazy, but it looks like they all killed each other.”
- “You’re gonna give me a goddamn heart attack.”
- “You’re still dragging this tired old sack of shit around?”
- “That’s pretty ballsy for a guy who’s spent the last three months behind bars.”
- “You couldn’t find your own ass with two hands.”
- “I’m getting too old for this bullshit.”
- “Guys like me got to know when to walk away from the table.”
- “You’re not having second thoughts, are you?”
- “Seems like I am always saving your ass.”
- “It’s a shame you have to sit on something so pretty.”
- “Don’t say I never do anything for you.”
- “That’s where you come in, sweetheart.”
- “Great, power’s out and they’re trapped. I swear to god, if there’s a zombie around the next corner..”
- “You are so unprofessional.”
- “So what’s your angle on all this misery?”
- “I suppose you’re here for some noble crusade, right?”
- “Tell me you don’t have anything to do with this.”
- “I never figured you for the white-bread, picket-fence type.”
- “You don’t always have to play the hero.”
- “I’m guessing it’s not a coincidence that we ended up here.”
- “So let me get this straight –– you’re competing with a psychopathic war criminal for a mythological gemstone?”
- “You don’t think they’re a couple, do you?”
- “I’m exhausted just looking at you.”
- “Well, that kills the mood.”
- “I’m a little more worried about us right now.”
- “He’s as good as dead already and so are we if we don’t go now.”
- “I never should have gotten you into this mess.”
- “We knew what the stakes were.”
- “Good to know that some things never change.”
- “I love the smell of trainyards in the morning.”
- “You assholes are gonna make me miss my train!”
- “Stop shooting me!”
- “This is all I need, Twiddledee and Twiddledummer.”
- “I am so over this shit. Give it a rest already!”
- “I never asked for your heroics.”
- “You just don’t know when to quit.”
- “No witty remark? Nothing clever to say?”
- “Tell me you have some idea of what’s going on.”
- “Your ego will mend.”
- “He’s been dead a long time.”
- “There’s no way they survived that.”
- “Time to head up to the creepy old monastery.”
- “Whoa! Holy shit, did I do that?”
- “Those things are bad news.”
- “There’s something strange going on over here.”
- “When were you planning on telling me?”
- “I’m tired of your excuses.”
- “I have not come this far to be thwarted by your incompetence.”
- “I should have killed you myself when I had the chance.”
- “Compassion is the enemy.”
- “You backstabbing son of a bitch.”
- “As usual, I’ll take care of everything.”
- “As the world turns, so does my boredom.”
- “You played your last hand, and lost.”
- “You have been a thorn in my side for far too long.”
- “Listen, sunshine, the world doesn’t care.”
- “I hate it when he does this.”
- “This isn’t a movie and you’re not the plucky girl who reforms the villain and saves the day.”
- “You’re no different from me. How many men have you killed? How many just today?”
- “You should play the hero more often. It suits you.”
- “It’s my turn to walk away.”
- “Admit it. You’re gonna miss this ass.”
- “On a scale of one to ten, how scared were you that I was gonna die?”
° • ? ( QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.
❛ What are you doing? ❜
❛ Where are you going? ❜
❛ Where are you taking me? ❜
❛ How is that working out for you? ❜
❛ Is everything okay? ❜
❛ Why are you acting like this? ❜
❛ You think I would lie to you? ❜
❛ Are you telling the truth? ❜
❛ Are you sure you want to do this? ❜
❛ This is your bright idea of a plan? ❜
❛ What else do you want me to do? ❜
❛ What else can I do? ❜
❛ What do you think I should do? ❜
❛ What makes you think that? ❜
❛ Who told you that? ❜
❛ Who are you? ❜
❛ Why are you here? ❜
❛ Who invited you? ❜
❛ How come you ever asked me? ❜
❛ Did you really mean all those things you said? ❜
❛ Why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave? ❜
❛ Why is it so hard for you to see that? ❜
❛ Why don’t you understand? ❜
❛ What don’t you understand? ❜
❛ Are you joking? ❜
❛ Did I miss anything? ❜
❛ You don’t remember? ❜
❛ Did you really say all that stuff about me? ❜
❛ Did you think I would forget? ❜
❛ How can you sit there and say that? ❜
❛ How do you even sleep at night? ❜
❛ Are you coming or not? ❜
❛ Am I the only one freaked out right now? ❜
❛ Are you laughing or crying? ❜
❛ Who did this to you? ❜
❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜
❛ Is it just me or are you, like, ignoring me? ❜
❛ You want me to apologize for something you did? ❜
❛ Are you going to kiss me or not? ❜
❛ Aren’t you the one who said it though? ❜
❛ So, you don’t like me like that? ❜
❛ Where do we go from here? ❜
❛ Are you being serious right now? ❜
❛ How was I supposed to know that? ❜
❛ Oh, is that a challenge? ❜
❛ Are you flirting with me? ❜
❛ Are you going to let me go now? ❜
❛ Are we done now? ❜
❛ Why didn’t just ask me? ❜
❛ You’re going to believe them over me? ❜
❛ How can possibly think that? ❜
❛ Did you even miss me? ❜
❛ Did anyone even notice that I was gone? ❜
❛ Why do you go around and kiss everyone? ❜
❛ Did you kill them? ❜
❛ Who’s blood is that? Is that your blood? ❜
❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜
❛ Are you having doubts? ❜
❛ Why haven’t you been at school/work? ❜
❛ Is there something going on that you need to tell me? ❜
❛ You said you wanted to talk? ❜
❛ What am I supposed to do? ❜
❛ What did you expect to happen? ❜
❛ How long you think you can keep this act up? ❜
❛ You don’t like me? Do you? Like in a more than a friend way? ❜
❛ Is that what everyone is saying now? ❜
❛ Who do I remind you of? ❜
❛ Are you hungry? Want to go get something to et? ❜
❛ Are you drunk? ❜
❛ Are you lost? ❜
❛ What’s so great about any of that anyway? ❜
❛ Are you even listening to yourself? ❜
❛ What are you going to do about it, huh? ❜
❛ What are you staring at? ❜
❛ What are you doing out here? ❜
❛ Why did you call the police? ❜
❛ Wait, do you hear that? ❜
❛ Why don’t you tell me anything? ❜
❛ Hey, did you get me anything? ❜
❛ Why didn’t you come over last night? ❜
❛ What did you find out? ❜
❛ Can I stay here for the night? ❜
❛ Are you throwing rocks at my window? ❜
❛ Are you crying? ❜
❛ What are you laughing at me? ❜
❛ Are you laughing at me? ❜
❛ Do you not understand the word no? ❜
❛ Is that it? Is that all? ❜
❛ Are you in some kind of trouble? ❜
❛ Yeah, but, you have me. So why bother? ❜
❛ What’s love got to do with it? ❜
❛ This is where we kiss, right? ❜
❛ Do you ever not just only think about yourself? ❜
❛ Are going to leave me again? ❜
❛ What’s wrong with that? ❜
❛ Do you have anything you need to say to me? ❜
❛ I think I’m going to puke. Is there a trash can in here? ❜
❛ You really don’t know why I’m mad at you? ❜
❛ Why do you treat me like I’m not important to you? ❜
❛ Why are you telling me this?
❛ Are you ready? ❜
❛ What’s with all the questions? ❜
❛ I thought this is what you wanted? ❜
❛ Where do you think you’re going with this? ❜
❛ You’re just going to leave? ❜
❛ Do you trust me? ❜
❛ You love me? Or you think you love me? ❜
❛ When will it ever stop? ❜
❛ Do you think it’ll ever go away? ❜
❛ What are you doing this weekend? ❜
❛ You called for back up? ❜
❛ What did I just witness? ❜
❛ How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else? ❜
❛ Have you ever thought it? ❜
❛ Are you wearing a wire? ❜
❛ Is there something wrong? ❜
❛ Is it something I said or something I did? ❜
❛ What’s wrong? I thought that it was okay? ❜
❛ Are you going to hold that against me forever? ❜
❛ So, tell me, what else is new? ❜
❛ You never actually cared, did you? ❜
❛ You went to a party without me? ❜
❛ Why wasn’t I invited? ❜
❛ Do you think that’s a little fucked up? ❜
❛ Oh, so you do speak? ❜
❛ Do you think it’s really worth it in the end? ❜
❛ How many more times do I have to tell you? ❜
❛ You didn’t think that it would bother me? ❜
Me: puts outlast on to wind down
Me five minutes later: I have made a mistake
- “I know it hurts but you have to hold on a little longer, okay?”
- “No, you can’t sleep yet!”
- “Can you hear me?”
- ”Don’t get up yet, you’re still bleeding.”
- “Do you know who I am?”
- “I need you to open your eyes for me. Can you do that?”
- “Come on, damn it, open your eyes!”
- “How exactly did you manage to give yourself a black eye?”
- “Where does it hurt?”
- “That was a pretty bad fall, are you sure you’re okay?”
- “Is that blood? Oh my god, you’re bleeding!”
- “Don’t you dare stop breathing on me now!”
- “I called an ambulance, okay? Just stay calm.”
- “It’s gonna be okay, there’s help coming soon.”
- “Don’t move, the ambulance is on its way.”
- “I know it hurts to breathe but you have to stay with me, okay?”
- “You can’t feel your legs? Just try to wiggle your toes a little.”
- “Stay with me! Don’t you dare leave me now!”
- “You don’t remember what happened? You were hit by a car, remember?.”
- “Just stay awake a little longer, okay?”
This is the Morphogenic Engine. A few lines of mathematics, an algorithm. Reprogram us, turn us into nightmare factories. A few numbers on a dry erase board. Give me a hacksaw and a few hours alone with Doctor Wernicke’s corpse. I feel I owe him a debt.
indie miles upshur
outlast
✦ RIVERDALE SEASON 2 PROMPTS !
S8 : E5 / When A Stranger Calls .
- “ how do i know this is real? ”
- “ i will strike again where it all begin. ”
- “ i know all about the sin she carries in her womb. ”
- “ if tell the police we’ve spoken i’ll carve her like a jack-o-latern. ”
- “ who are you talking to? it’s late. ”
- “ you know, i gave him the benefit of the doubt. ”
- “ i didn’t know what else to do. ”
- “ in the meantime, i want you home straight after school. ”
- “ so this, uh, red circle business is over? i’m happy to hear it. ”
- “ i know it sounds crazy bit it was them/him/her. ”
- “ you have to tell the police, even if it isn’t him/her/them. ”
- “ i’m not letting you go through this alone. ”
- “ the idiot stabbed himself and he stabbed his self with his own knife. ”
- “ the rest of us we’re hauled off by the police. ”
- “ what is that? is that a pipe bomb? ”
- “ you think blowing up a building is going to make things better? ”
- “ man, that’s your answer for everything, talk after talk. ”
- “ we don’t even know where you stand, with them or us. ”
- “ you can’t be half a serpent. ”
- “ great, so [ name ] started world war iii. ”
- “ are you alone? ”
- “ she’s a thorn in both of our sides, we can’t have her looming over us. ”
- “ you’d already given the most wonderful gift. ”
- “ in that moment of nakedness, you let me see the real [ name ]. ”
- “ i want this handled discreetly. ”
- “ don’t be silly, i’m used to it. ”
- “ i’m fine, [ name ], everything’s fine. ”
- “ thanks for letting me sleep over. ”
- “ i’m not interested in being anyone’s rebound, besides i’m more into girls. ”
- “ so what happens when he calls you again? ”
- “ let’s just let things settle first, make sure it’s all over. ”
- “ not a single word out of your mouth until we get a lawyer. ”
- “ the serpents, they truly are a community of the south side. ”
- “ we have to get you out of here right now? ”
- “ what did, [ name ], send you over here to throw some slat on the wound? ”
- “ i hope [ name ] chokes on his silver spoon. ”
- “ i don’t want his blood on my dad’s hands or mine. ”
- “ i’ve done everything you’ve asked. why can’t you leave me the hell alone? ”
- “ and if i find him? what will you do to him? ”
- “ i thought you and [ name ] didn’t want anything to do with me. ”
- “ to what do i owe this sweet unannounced pleasure? ”
- “ things are changing, either you change with them or suffer the consequences. ”
- “ evolve or die, baby. Evolve or die. ”
- “ you put that poison in your body? after you know how your father struggled with addiction. ”
S8 : E7 / Tales from the Darkside .
- “ this crate is not going to fit on your bike, can you get a car? ”
- “ whatever you want. name the time and place and i’m there. ”
- “ i will see this through but when does this end? ”
- “ i’m just kind of living minute by minute, okay. ”
- “ you stay on this path you’re going to end up hurt or worse in jail. ”
- “ no, i’m not letting you drag [ name ] into this. ”
- “ i only have room for one of you. ”
- “ i really don’t have any other choices. ”
- “ makes my blood run cold just thinking about it. ”
- “ fill ‘er up and i’ll go pay inside. ”
- “ what? i don’t have any money, i gave it to you. ”
- “ no next time, this was just a one time thing. ”
- “ you know my name? ”
- “ we’ve all done bad things. ”
- “ maybe it’s just a tale from the darkside but maybe it’s a lead. ”
- “ can’t you get out of this somehow, [ name ]? ”
- “ do you want a ride home? it’s practically sun up. ”
- “ what’s up? you look like you’ve seen a ghost? ”
- “ i will make sure that video goes straight to the sheriff’s office. ”
- “ i am just getting started with you. ”
- “ as far as i’m concerned his debt is yours now. ”
- “ your father made me a promise and didn’t keep it.. ”
S8 : E8 / House of the Devil .
- “ why did he do it… . kill them? ”
- “ oh my god, i’ve been to this house. ”
- “ my dad is getting out of jail. ”
- “ i’m just… i’m taking a break. ”
- “ i’m so sorry, i didn’t know anyone was in here. ”
- “ i don’t know about those other people but we’re actually sinners.. ”
- “ well, don’t let it ruin your day. ”
- “ if you all think what i’m doing wrong, i’ll step back. ”
- “ can we talk about what i said?”
- “ i want to be with you, can’t that be enough? ”
- “ something weird happened, he may or may not have said that L word. ”
- “ it doesn’t matter what he said, it’s about whether or not you’re ready to hear it.. ”
- “ i’d watch my back if i were you, [ name ]. ”
- “ and what, prey tell, will you be doing with your extra free time? ”
- “ we have to go to that house. ”
- “ the devil house? what if he’s home? ”
- “ things got ugly when you went away. ”
- “ i don’t want that life for you, [ name ]. ”
- “ i want to stay. i have to stay. i need your blessing. ”
- “ just promise me you’ll keep writing. ”
- “ clean that up pleep, like you did my brother’s blood. ”
- “ don’t worry, i’ll take care of everything. ”
SENTENCE MEME ⟶ UNCHARTED / AMONG THIEVES
always feel free to tweak the sentence to fit your muse.
- “That’s my blood. That’s a lot of my blood.”
- “What the hell are you doing here?”
- “Should I be flattered, or worried?”
- “Someone is willing to part with a huge sum of cash if we ‘acquire’ a certain object for him.”
- “You know you’re better than anyone.”
- “Speak of the devil.”
- “Sounds like you’re working for a nutcase.”
- “How’s your 13th-century Latin?”
- “We’re dicking this guy over, right?”
- “What could possibly go wrong?”
- “You haven’t exactly made yourself easy to find.”
- “Let’s not forget who walked out on whom. You don’t get to be jealous.”
- “I’d feel a lot better if I had a gun.”
- “I don’t fumble –– I improvise.”
- “I’m, uh, adaptable.”
- “I’ll just let you do all the ass-kicking, alright?”
- “It’s time to tip the odds back in our favor.”
- “Your conscience will remain unscathed.”
- “I know how to shoot a gun, genius.”
- “I really can’t leave you alone for a minute.”
- “Kick her out and shut the door. We’re safer in here.”
- “You’re not exactly the best judge of character.”
- “Excuse me if I’m not just, you know, leaping into your arms.”
- “You only need five minutes? That’s great, I won’t even have to take my top off.”
- “I’m sweating like a hooker in church.”
- “You got a great ass.”
- “You would betray me for this?”
- “I am surrounded by traitors and fools.”
- “What do you say we really ruin this guy’s day?”
- “Let’s follow the bloodstains, see if they lead somewhere.”
- “Maybe I’m crazy, but it looks like they all killed each other.”
- “You’re gonna give me a goddamn heart attack.”
- “You’re still dragging this tired old sack of shit around?”
- “That’s pretty ballsy for a guy who’s spent the last three months behind bars.”
- “You couldn’t find your own ass with two hands.”
- “I’m getting too old for this bullshit.”
- “Guys like me got to know when to walk away from the table.”
- “You’re not having second thoughts, are you?”
- “Seems like I am always saving your ass.”
- “It’s a shame you have to sit on something so pretty.”
- “Don’t say I never do anything for you.”
- “That’s where you come in, sweetheart.”
- “Great, power’s out and they’re trapped. I swear to god, if there’s a zombie around the next corner..”
- “You are so unprofessional.”
- “So what’s your angle on all this misery?”
- “I suppose you’re here for some noble crusade, right?”
- “Tell me you don’t have anything to do with this.”
- “I never figured you for the white-bread, picket-fence type.”
- “You don’t always have to play the hero.”
- “I’m guessing it’s not a coincidence that we ended up here.”
- “So let me get this straight –– you’re competing with a psychopathic war criminal for a mythological gemstone?”
- “You don’t think they’re a couple, do you?”
- “I’m exhausted just looking at you.”
- “Well, that kills the mood.”
- “I’m a little more worried about us right now.”
- “He’s as good as dead already and so are we if we don’t go now.”
- “I never should have gotten you into this mess.”
- “We knew what the stakes were.”
- “Good to know that some things never change.”
- “I love the smell of trainyards in the morning.”
- “You assholes are gonna make me miss my train!”
- “Stop shooting me!”
- “This is all I need, Twiddledee and Twiddledummer.”
- “I am so over this shit. Give it a rest already!”
- “I never asked for your heroics.”
- “You just don’t know when to quit.”
- “No witty remark? Nothing clever to say?”
- “Tell me you have some idea of what’s going on.”
- “Your ego will mend.”
- “He’s been dead a long time.”
- “There’s no way they survived that.”
- “Time to head up to the creepy old monastery.”
- “Whoa! Holy shit, did I do that?”
- “Those things are bad news.”
- “There’s something strange going on over here.”
- “When were you planning on telling me?”
- “I’m tired of your excuses.”
- “I have not come this far to be thwarted by your incompetence.”
- “I should have killed you myself when I had the chance.”
- “Compassion is the enemy.”
- “You backstabbing son of a bitch.”
- “As usual, I’ll take care of everything.”
- “As the world turns, so does my boredom.”
- “You played your last hand, and lost.”
- “You have been a thorn in my side for far too long.”
- “Listen, sunshine, the world doesn’t care.”
- “I hate it when he does this.”
- “This isn’t a movie and you’re not the plucky girl who reforms the villain and saves the day.”
- “You’re no different from me. How many men have you killed? How many just today?”
- “You should play the hero more often. It suits you.”
- “It’s my turn to walk away.”
- “Admit it. You’re gonna miss this ass.”
- “On a scale of one to ten, how scared were you that I was gonna die?”
That feel when you try to playa video game and your cat decides this means you’re Her captive audience.
Ok.
You know. I have a couple fucked up delusions of godhood verses for post massive stuff. Or his other not really all there verses. Like, the man died. He probably shouldn’t be all there.
That might work for a fc5 verse too tbh.
Hi uh. So. I’ve been MIA, and here’s the thing: almost a month ago, part of my house burned down, and… that was a mess I almost got caught in. So I’ve barely been around on ruthlessmeans, but things are starting to settle, with exception to the fact I can’t focus v well and there’s a lot of fatigue bc I lost my thyroid stuff during all this. Not to the fire, we just haven’t been able to get a refill. That’s a little fucked.
On the other hand, I started far cry 5 last night so I guess we’re gonna make a verse or ten for that. The catch is do I do a verse with or without the walrider. Making him more vulnerable could be a fun thing. He feels v indestructible ( and often is, I guess ) with the walrider.
Hi, I'm Jason, formerly known as Judas. You can call me either or tbh, I don't mind. Any pronouns work, as well. I'm 21 && a full time college student effective August through May. There's not really any rules here because, the way I see it, I shouldn’t have to tell you not to godmod. This isn’t neopets, you feel me. But I have compiled all information about me and how I run the blog that I feel is important so I would appreciate it if you skimmed it. c:
—MAIN SHIP WITH JAMES PARK (Walking Horror Comedy)*
—Selective
—Non-exclusive (exceptions)
—Open to: everything
—Pre-established relationships (come talk to me!!!)
—Ships chemistry
—One night stands are cool tho ( Miles is prone to having sex freely, no strings attached. and a lot of flirting. I'm sorry in advanced for this asshole. )
—smut 18+ ONLY
—If it's part of their relationship, we can skip to the next scene.
—If you lie to me about this, you will be blocked.
—In the process of learning Spanish and Russian; my Russian isn't good enough to communicate in, but my Spanish is, if you want to make use of it ic or ooc.
WARNING: I DON’T TAG TRIGGERS.
Miles is from a horror game, and it’s full of all kinds of triggering topics. If you’ve played it, then you know what you’re getting into following me. If you can’t handle these things, then please don’t follow me because my blog is not going to be safe for you.
On top of the in-game content, as a direct result of the trauma he suffered in Mount Massive, Miles suffers from depression, PTSD, and anxiety. He frequently dissociates, depersonalizes, suffers flashbacks, and has panic attacks, and as a result of trying to cope, he is an alcoholic and drug addict.
ABOUT PASSWORDS: I will NOT send you a message to prove I’ve read your rules. I have read every single one of them. All of your pages, even. You’re more than welcome to politely point it out if i fudge one, but just because I get something wrong, doesn’t mean it’s proof I didn’t read them. I have over four hundred followers and I’m mutuals with a great many of them—I’m only human. I forget things.
But I value my integrity and if you can’t take me on my word, I have no interest in interacting with you.
*Main ship means that all memes will be answered from the main verse wherein he’s in a relationship with James, unless specified otherwise; it also means things with James are going to take priority. I’m totally open to other ships, and they’re all in an AU anyway, thank you.
Middle of the night, sitting in a hotel room that's a few stars above the roadside shit he's used to. Mostly, it's the good wifi that he sought, but better service and a bed that isn't dotted with peculiar stains is always a bonus. (And free breakfast!) The only sound was the keys clicking under calloused fingers, long adapted to the disfigurement of his hands. It's a summary to the upload- three video files, and a metric fuckton of text documents, all in one zip folder.
Most of its the footage from mount massive; one long video, containing every blurry hall and every moment of darkness with only the sound of his breathing indicating it was still rolling. The second, a shorter, condensed version where he cuts out the transitional parts, the interim that was hardly important. It had taken a great deal of strength and a lot of alcohol for him to rewatch the footage and cut out the unimportant parts, but now, he was surprised at the change. The way his thoughts had cleared, and his resolve had strengthened. He had even slept last night with a fraction less alcohol than usual- and woke up on his own. Sure, the nightmares had been there, there was no getting rid of them; but they were different.
This was right. It should have been done long ago. But now, he would fix that.
The third video was one recently recorded. In it, he was sat on a wooden stool in a nondescript room, one that looked like the sort barely-legal interrogations took place in. The room wasn’t the important part;
Miles Upshur survived Mount Massive, inexplicably and only because of project WALRIDER. Now, he has it, and he is on the run from Murkoff, putting all of his resources into surviving them, and shutting them down.
He struggles with an array of problems. PTSD, paranoia, insomnia. He hallucinates, and he’s not sure half of what he sees is real, but he’s trying. He only stays in one place as long as he has to, living with the absolute necessities out of his car. He spends half his time doing odd investigations, and a good deal of the rest of his time in restaurants and public spaces with wifi access, writing articles on them for extra money on the side.
Here, he’s dealing with the Walrider. While it has merged with him, he is having a hard time coming to grips with the notion that it is him and he is it.
Main verse includes 0xa00001: the gospel of sand does not.
